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Baby, don't say goodbye.

about me.
nurulain.
19.
singapore polytechnic.
media & communications.
paramore<3.
used to be singer.
photographer.

current status

don't really care about the world.

her desires

see korea
tshirts
high tops
jeans

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Sunday, November 30, 2008 { 10:18 PM }

current mood:okay2 lah.
currently listening to: well im watching youtube vids lah.






today my post is gonna be like venting and like stupid stuff hahaha. well friday was sucky. cuz my freaking parents were like urgh! they spammed me when i was clearly reaching home. geez. my phone was about to die uhs. the were asking where i was. so i said i was at the interchange reaching home soon. they kept spamming me asking where exactly i was so i said im already on the bus just now at the interchange. once i reached home my dad asked about my laptop. i said it was fine. then he went all anal on me. and asked where was i. i said interchange luhs where else. then he said do u know how many interchanges there are in sg. i was like geez. where do u think i am bedok? i live in freaking wlds lah. geez.

ystd was worse. my mum was like where u going i said out. then she asked this late? what are u gonna do. i said im gonna be with my frens. then she told me not to be late. then she was rambling to herself. i went to visit andy at work ystd. then we went for dinner at marina. but there was a bike convention at flyer. wow. was it awesome. the bikes that people bring to show off were amazing. so many diff ones. and i saw this cute baby blue vespa. omg! i wanted to kiss it i tell u haha. then there were band performances. not that good i tell ya. haha. then when we were having dinner at bk at marina. there were this group of like mats. hah like so noisy! then we went home. both of us were sleeping on the train. then we like funny cuz our heads were all over the place. andy dropped at khatib n i went over to bay's chilled fr a bit and i reached home at 1130 and my mum was okay and she did not get angry.

friday was SP STAR and also the stupid web publishing test. haha. damn the test was fine. and the show was awesome! hahaha. damn. ming hui won. hes a tourism year 3 student. nigel's classmate. hahaha. and i was teased by yanhan n wilson fr sitting with andy. geez. what do u expect frm them hahahaha. atikah's bf was okay luhs but sucky cuz his mat friends were there. grrr. then somehow atikah broke down cuz her bf was talking to his ex. i had to comfort her fr a bit until his mat friends come out and like entertain her. hahaha serious mats i tell u. hahaha.

today was boring cuz i stayed home but i made two gifs frm the pics we took at face off. hahahaha. funny. i think its on my facebook. haha so i'll c u folks soon and gdnights.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008 { 10:30 PM }

current mood: abit of anger abit of okay haha
curently listening to: SHINee(again!)





today was okay i guess. haha. gems was boring. this dude in class likes me and like now all the guys in the class knows. grr. hm at least i still have andy and sakinah and all my other friends to cheer me up haha. grr. we were supposed to draw our ideal partner today and uhm write about how they should look, their personality and material possesions. damn. that dude write about me! grrr.! and i drew frm inspiration frm shinee!! haha. jonghyun! taemin! minho! key! onew! haha. their hair. their body. their faces. their everything! haha. damn they are awesome! im being so gay right now but i dont care!!! hahahaha

tmr there;s news writing CA1. damn u. i dont want! and our lecturer was like last min mark our papers. shit. now like how to say all of us are screwed. ahaha. we dont really know much. but okay luhs i guess. hopefully can pass. stupid html test is on fri. gr classes end at 11 but paper's at 5.15. grrr and my laptop was freaking annoying today. i switched it on fr like 4 or 5 hrs frm 4 plus and it like switch off by itself grr. it happened 8 times! ahhh! i was so freaking pissed.

my dads gonna go by acer tmr. gonna get my laptop fixed b4 test hopefully. but then it still cant be sent thru black board. how! that stupid teacher nvr give me the details. grr im so effing pissed. tmr i go ask her. better tell me. if not i cant do the freaking paper.

i had my dark cherry mocha frappe just now. haha. it was goood! hahahahaha. im geting addicted to it i think. its the same as my green tea frappe! hahahaha. hmm i guess i go off first. tired luhs. here;s a pic of SHINee for girls to drool over.!



clockwise frm top left:taemin, jonghyun, key, minho, onew.

{ 12:01 AM }

current mood: abit of happiness and pissy-ness
currently listening to: SHINee




ola people. ahaa. for sooo long ive been not posting hahaha. its cuz one im busy two im lazy when i had the time three i just gotten a new charger. hahaha. damn. but now my laptop is being a bitch cuz if i dont put in the batt when its charging it wud somehow just suddenly switch off. damn. haha but its fine anyways. daddy promised a new laptop soon so i'll just wait haha. since its christmas he said that he might get me a new one. the acer aspire one. its small compact and also light haha. and even tho it has like 1 gb ram i can always upgrade it hahaha. i like it alot.

so far sch's been great luhs haha. like hmmm mmsp was a blast! haha. cuz after that i spent time with vik ghaz andy marcus tash farhan nigel. hahaha. we had so much fun haha. cuz its been so long about a year since ive hung out with them like last fri haha. reached home at 3 that night and got a scolding frm my mum hahaha. but what ever. once in a while only uhs. hahahaha.

sat was the freaking face off thing. it started out okay luhs. haha. not bad but then sleazer and trickster had to be cancelled frm the freaking schedule cuz one girl frm my group got freaked out. damn her! shes like a freaking minah luhs. act so tough then somehow she got freaked out. she even asked fr her mum. grrr. but get to c this sexy hunk haha. damn. i think tams and sakinah shud know who luhs. hahaha. =))))

then weekends were boring other than face off. ystd was fun ahaha. went out with andy and like ate pizza hut at marina. haha. since someone had to go to work after that hahaha. geez. then after that i went over to bay's to chill luhs hahaha. since my laptop wasnt gonna work anyways with out my charger.

today was boring. i went to sch. then after sch met andy at jurong east to go home. he cut his hair today. wonder how its gonna be like haha then i went home straight after sch. haha. reached home at 7. showered and watched tv. watched oktolive today. haha. julz and candice were the hosts. julz is way shorter than candice hahahaha. so funny. but today was about cup stacking and skipping. they're not really sports but thay were kinda cool hahaha. kids beating national bball players and martial artists was fun to watch hahaha.

okay then tmr i have gems. freaking 2 hrs of sch haha. and then like go home like wtf right. hahahaha. my eyes are super heavy now. hahahaha. nights everyone.!

Sunday, November 9, 2008 { 11:20 PM }

i feel so damn gay posting this song but its a great song that has meaning haha. its korean hiphop but they don't sound korean tho. haha. look them up yaw.







I never knew I’d find a love so true

This one right here, is just for you
Remember that One day
I held your hands then I kissed your lips then I told you
Our love was meant to be and always will forever
Give me that happiness I get from you just being there

I always see you when I close my eyes, you’re on my mind
So can’t you see, I need you right here wit me, close by my side
This time for sure, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you’re my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I’ll ever need, my life is you and me
Forever you’re my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
I’ll never break your heart “no”, so baby don’t let go

Even through the hard times
We made it through just fine
When it hurt we put in the work
To show that I’m yours
And that your mine
That’s how we got this far
Let’s never be apart
Girl, you’re my queen
I’m here for you
‘Cuz you’re my everything

You always make me feel like everything’s gonna be alright
Wit the things you do, becuz it’s you the real true love of my life
This time fo sho, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I’ll ever need, my life is you & me
Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
I’ll never break your heart “no”, so baby don’t let go

uh… baby!
you know I’d walk them miles
climb mountains switch up styles
all I wanna do, is be with you |
ain’t no matter what, where and how
[right here and now] we can both get down [straight work it out] yeah
like that sound bump ‘n grindin’ perfect timin’
let’s dine and both be proud yeah yeah yeah

gonna take you on a joyride today
me and you stay true never hesitate
to make love — sho nuff
you’re the only one I’m ever thinkin’ of
just to hold you baby I can hardly wait
as we go through the motions damn it’s great
to make love — sho ’nuff
we’re gonna take it to the end and that’s what’s up

You are the only one I want to spend my whole life with I know
Anywhere you are, that’s where I will call home
So just take my hand and say that you will never let it go
Two hearts always beating as one forever more

Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I’ll ever need, my life is you & me
Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
I’ll never break your heart “no”, so baby don’t let go

I’m nothing without you I’m nothing without you girl

Make Love by BigBang

{ 11:19 PM }

Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I dont know what I
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought of you, oh you

You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want

You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought of you, oh you

You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
But I know in my heart it's not you

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought of you
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I knew, But now I know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I should have never thought

I Caught Myself by Paramore

{ 11:18 PM }

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
Can't win your losing fight all the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
You wont take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so..." But my thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I use to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
There is something that I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true

Decode by Paramore.

{ 11:05 PM }

current mood: happy
currently listening to: twilight soundtrack.






ola everyone. haha. omg today sooooo fun haha. went out with andy just now. haha. we went to vivo. window shop around. then like went to visit khai at his workplace. then b4 that he called he sed " you want to visit me or visit charles(his cute store manager)?" i say"you lah duh. what for. i dint even know he working today." then he says"see u sound excited already wah like this sia u" so i say" wth im coming to visit u slenge bye." he can be such an ass sometimes but hes still my bestfriend. haha. what to do. so went to say hi to him talked2 then sed hi to his charles then charles asked me to go follow khai to get his stuff fr his dinner and dance. haha omg so funny. haha. hes so sweet too. haha. even tho hes 26 still got chance mah. ahaha. omg ain in ur dreams. haha.

then me and andy went to the sky garden to chill and apparently when we sat down at this corner, more and more ppl came and sat there too. we were like okay wth is going on haha. then we went off to city hall. when we're at city hall andy was telling me that sheryl asked him about me. like she was asking" how u and ain..?" then i was like how the hell did she know sia! omg. haha. apparently now almost all the dmc seniors know that we're going out and stuff. haha. omg i tot it was on the DL man. haha. shizzz.

then we went to marina. chilled. got my dark cherry mocha. hahaha. nice sia that one. haha. then we went to the esplanade rooftop haha. then we went home. and apparantly, once he alighted at khatib he was brought out my ezlink and other stuff with him haha. so he had to take the train again and like pass it to me. so he ended up going home by bus frm wlds haha. so funny. then i went to meet bay. we chilled till like ard 10plus then she cabbed me home haha. lazy ass. so now im here.

as u can see my new song for my blog is decode. acoustic version is soooooo damn good! hayley's voice sounds so pure. the whole twilight album's awesome so i cant wait fr the movie!! hahaha kya. once u hear robert pattinson aka edward sing. u'll melt. hes a damn good singer. hahaha. and yes i've finally gotten my new phone! its a viewty. and apparently my mum got the same phone cuz ystd there was an offer. $0 to upgrade. haha. so we took that chance. haha. my dad found the phone diff to use but my mum begs to differ. ahahaha. sorry daddy u cant use the phone. so my mum was happy that she finally got the phone back aha.

so now imma go off to bed. hah tmr schling at 11 haha. so nights everyone! enjoy decode!

Thursday, November 6, 2008 { 11:47 PM }

current mood: tired!
currently listening to: ne-yo closer.








gomenasai! wah i long time nvr update. i wanted to update but cuz of the rush in my dvpa story board i cudnt find the time to blog. okay so this week was fine i guess. project finally over for now but another one is coming soon.

monday.
i went to sch as usual. and kinda stone all day. haha. classes was boring but i was very productive haha. well only since i had two lectures and rohanah's class. after that i think i went home. or i stayed over in sch fr a bit. haha. im not too sure cuz i cudnt rmbr. hahahaha

tuesday.
sch as per normal. i think i missed lecture in the morning. or did i. nope2. i went to class. haha. then had econs tutorial. damn boring. i was on facebook the whole time. i was even talking to julz on face book haha. den went for break. and then went to trudy's class. then i went to okto live to watch andy! haha. he sed it was sweet of me to come down right after sch when my sch ended at 6. ahaha. i told him it was fine cuz hes a friend so i always cheer on for my friends. haha.then had dinner with him and went home.

today.
wah today damn shiok i tell u. only 8 went for web publishing and it dint include me haha. then for presentation of my dvpa storyboard. it sucked! hah. at first he told us he dint want to know the story of our boards. he just said explain the frames. then he contradicted it by saying that he wants to know the storyline. so i had to repeat my story all over frm the beginning. i felt much better after that but he shot me a million ques. haiz. i think i fail seh. hmm nvm2. then i dint even go lecture cuz i was damn lazy. so i went to town with andy since he had nth to do also. we went to centrepoint starbucks and we tried the new drinks toffee nut frappe and dark cherry mocha frappe. wow. i prefer the dark cherry one rather than the toffee nut cuz its too sweet. andy prefer otherwise. hahaha. =P then otw home. like omg i leaned my head back and slept. my head started to go to the left all the time and i had to adjust myself everytime. so andy was sweet enough to put my head on his shoulder himself. but then i still kept falling off frm his shoulder and he had to help me put my head comfortably on his shoulder again. and the thing is. he dint even wake me up at khatib where he was supposed to get down. i poked him and like asked him why he dint wake me up. he sed its okay he cud just go down to wlds with me. i was like awww. aha. he asked me to get to sleep again. once we reached wlds he poked me to wake me up haha. funny. so he ended up taking the bus home which was more convenient for him haha. then here i am now. i reached home at ard 9 plus and went online. checked my mail. went to eat. then now im sleepy. hahaha.

tomorrow nov 7.
wow. tmr is going to be a sucky day. well i hope not. haha its his class tmr. so i have to stay awake. tmr wud be us elections again cuz obama won! haha. im thankful for that really cuz we're gonna c some drastic changes in the states. its going to be awesome lah. haha. so tmr im just gonna wear tshirt n shorts since im super lazy hahaha.

im going off to bed now folks. so goodnights sweetdreams.