current mood: happy. currently listening to: david cook!
okay first off. sorry for not updating for a while now. its like ive got so many freaking projects lor. urgh. im finally done and im left with 2 group projects. haha. fom and icp. damn. it was a week of drama and a week of fun. haha.
drama. because of khai and jannah. i was like freaking mad lah. i wanted to do my db project on weds then its like i was already stressed then i wanted to go fr a smoke. met khai and man at the taxi stand as usual at 12. but the prob is jannah was there. i was like wtf! i already not good mood and i have to c her black face. and she did act as if she was happy to c me but then after that she showed me her black face over again. i was like wtf! then after school. i met up with him to smoke agn n went to union to chill n do my project. then its like we have to get out cuz they had meeting. then we went to fc5. i already set up my laptop then they want to move to t16. i was like okay uh. then khai was like asking whether i was okay or not. i wasnt in the mod so i raised my voice. he shudve known better. then he gave me attitude. when i asked him where the rest were i gave up and i went to t15. after halfway done with my project he came over and talked to me. tried to soften me and apologized and asked me to join him n her. being a good fren to my bestfriend i went. but he was flirting with her the whole time i was there. he dint even talk to me. so i switched off my laptop and went out to smoke. then that bugger dint even bother to come lok for me n he just went home. and the best part is he accompanied her to woodlands. i saw him but he was too scared to call me. i never brought up anything. and i still talk to him now but he doesnt have a clue that i know.
okay. gss ppl. haha. ystd went to vivo with jit denzel tammy leeyan yanhan n fiona. haha. photos were taken.topshop and topman was my fav stop. haha. tops from both sides were awesome. cuz i cud fit both. hahaha. these were the ones i tried. this was my fave!! topshop. the only size 6 man. 73 bucks! wanted to buy. denzel chose it. hahaha this was topman. it was nice. damn i cud fit xs sia. this is topman also. haha. xs. JOKER!!! this one is my fave too. haha blue stripes on white shirt. xs man. denzel keep asking me to buy it.
another of my fave. haha. i like the purple and graphics. xs!!
just now went to nlb do icp! ahaha. i was like half sleeping lah after i was done with my part of the project. hahaha. then we went shopping! wanted to get the wayfarers at cotton on aso it was like no black. i was ahh!! heart pain!!! hahaha. went makan after dat then went home. hahaha. then when i was walking towards my block there. the zebra crossing near 605 there was this bunch of hot skaters. haha. then the guy at the back was like " hey rockstar" i was smiling and smiling. then when i crossed he called "rockstar" and waved. haha. so cute. i smiled then just walked. i was smiling and singing all the way seh. haha. he was so cute. haha. awww. hee. then went home abah ordered mac. i was already full so i just ate abit. aha then now im here. hahahaha great week also uh. haha maybe tmr getting my dunks. hahaha.
now i wanna go to bed. cuz im sleepy. i'll write soon kays. tc guys. nights!
Tuesday, May 20, 2008{ 12:17 AM }
currently listening to : fireflight(awesome band) currently feeling: stoked and tired and hating tmr(sch time).
okay i havent been posting fr like 3 days i think its cuz ive been either busy or sad or just lazy. haha. well i was damn sad on friday. cuz i gadoh with my bestfriend khai bcuz of this girl. haiz. cuz she was like looking at me with that black face everytime i try to talk to khai or just walk nxt to him while he talks to me. its like freaking annoying. how wud u like it if u had a girl doing that while u were talking to ur best guy friend. my god. u shudve seen her face man. haiz. dammit. shes really acting like a kid u know. everytime she sees me she gives me that attitude. even when i dint wanna wait fr him dat day she like keep saying that hes done n stuff. i told her. he lived in bedok we lived in woodlands. in my heart i was like bloody muthafucker u like him just admit it larh. my god i was already furious dat day. i was freaking giving my friends attitude bcuz of her. argh!!! when i came down to vivo on friday i just sast down with them n she wanted to go home. how fucking rude is that. urgh! so freaking pissed man. me n khai made up though but i dun think it wud the last time. cuz everytime i try to talk to him its like jannah this jannah that. n his batt is always dead ever since he keep msging her. my god its even diff fr me to contact him lah to meet up. i had to call his classmate. urgh! my goodness. we'll c when sch opens tmr or when we play soccer on weds what happens. most prob i wud be like ramming the ball against the wall rather than playing. urgh. now i feel effing worse cuz i had to spill it all over agn. okay im done abt that girl.
now about saturday. i was freaking pissed the day before so i got my fav book and went to one fullerton. starbucks was needed after a day of drama. urgh. i sat there fr like 2 hrs or maybe more reading like 3 or 4 chapters of twilight. i actually saw him. haha. hes was so cute. he was with his friends but when they just sat down in their seats they were like staring at what i was doing. haha. i was like turning red man. so embarrassing. but it was okay. that day i really like relaxed myself cuz i was reading which was good. and my greentea frappucino was awesome. it really like melted all my problems away. i was glad i went out that day. got to take pics of the skyline there. it was beautiful. haha. damn awesome lahs.
okay ystd sucked. wanted to go to my mum's aunt's place fr a family gathering but. i was forced to go to a wedding with my dad. i nvr wore my baju kurong but had to wear long sleeve but it was freaking hot! but at least i looked hot too! haha. i hated to wear those baju kurongs or kebaye. it just made me feel so girly. haha. but then after that went to cash converter at adm. nth much uh there. boring. then went to giant. daddy bought 2 tvs. 26" and 29" just to watch soccer. the bigger one wud b in the living room. the smaller one in his room. damn. mummy got angry just now. hahahaha. funny sia see her reaction. haha. cuz my dad was comparing tv agn. so i told him he already gotten 2 tvs not enuf meh. haha then he gave me the 'u know ur mum's gonna freak' look. haha. i dint care. i just laughed my ass off watching her nail him. hahaha. he sed im gonna get a new bed so i picked a new one. haha. at least when i got that im gonna be able to see my floor again. hahaha.
and today. went to one fullerton. did my db project. well actually just abit uh. cuz i cudnt switch on my lappy. no batt. frgt to charge it. damn. then i was sitting there fr like 4 hrs. haha. arif was working so i gt discount on my green tea frap. his gf was there. im not really fond of her cuz i dunno her that much. but hearing her talk to her fren she seems like a person that i can talk to uh. she seemed nice. then went to esplanade rooftop to meet hannah fad an mike khidir and their friends whom i just met just now. hahaha. they were actually cool. very nice outgoing ppl. haha. i sang shadow by demi lovato fr hannah n she sed that i shud do it fr any sch singing comp audition. haha. i was damn stoked. haha. then she went home early so i went to chill with an n fad. haha they were funny as ever. n i missed fad super2 much. he actualy wore the bday gift i gave him. a belt with a superman buckle. haha. whole day was super fun except fr the 4 hr wait. haha. n yeah. that bugger i call my lil cuz went to slp when he was supposed to be meeting us at 6. damn man that kid. haha. he was also screamed at by his mum. aha. thx cik ya. hahaha. then it was my turn to scream at him when he called. hahaha.
okay ppl. i wanna go to slp nows. haha nights and sweetdreams.
Thursday, May 15, 2008{ 10:06 PM }
omg i saw him again today. and he was wearing my favourite colour.green! haha. and he kept looking at me again. i know i shudnt like say much but its like omg. haha. hes super sweet and hes single! omg! haha. i can get my flirt on ppl! hes nice. he got the same instinct. i wanted to wear green today. haha. luckily i dint. haha. just hope i get to know him like better. cuz right now. im crushing hard. =)
okay sch was a bummer. boring! haha. had itb lesson. which i was slacking again. and after dat was icp. haha. icp was fun. trudy's lesson always fun. =) haha shes my fav. haha. tmr gt presentation. damn dat fom. if not i exempted. if i dint fail! damn. but its cool my group mates are cool. now its like urgh. missing my sec sch friends whom i hang out with usualy every day. now i only c them like once or twice a week. haiz.
for now. im crushing and just hoping. hah. cuz this guy is very loyal and committed. only had 2 relationships and both long term. damn. its so hard to get a guy like him. haiz. just hope he likes me like i like him. nights ppl!
Wednesday, May 14, 2008{ 10:32 PM }
well guys. now its like 1040-ish. and im like alone at home. really gt nth to do sia. damn! im like pissed at azlan and fauzan fr ditching me and rusy fr dinner. my god its like i ask them out to celebrate my bday n this is how they treat me. i really have to say that one is an ass the other is the follower. urgh!
first azlan says he cant make it cuz he gt tennis trials. but. he skipped that tennis and went to marina! argh! he dint even tell me he skiped. my god! that bugger is going to get it frm me. at least fauzan understandable uh. we dint have each other's new num.
well now im talking this hot guy ive been crushing since last year! omg. hes like uber hot. *drools* and he lives in smbwg! haha. but hes got a girl. well thats what my fren says uh. but hopefully its not true. haha. n hes good in soccer too. just now saw him play soccer. and my god his body. i can like just hug it and never let go. hes got abs ppl!! ahh!! haha.
now i need to get my db book before the doris nga marah me tmr. haha. during break. i have itb which i always slack in. then i have icp which we are goin to discuss our project. then we have break fr an hr and we have db. design basics. my fav module! hahaha. photoshop. i love to photoshop. n my dad's like planning to get a camera. a digicam!! hahaha. cant wait fr that.
